So… Time to update on my life? I have to do physics homework before tomorrow; still trying to do French homework from two weeks ago…. yeah, this seems like the right time to blather on about nothing which no one will ever read on the interwebs.
Last sort-of actual update: November. Things were different then. I thought things were shitty then… and they were. But now…
Last Update: “Fuck my life.” This is a different kind of shitty.
The jist of what has happened in between those updates: This semester has gone much differently than last semester. Slightly more partying. Slightly more alcoholism. Slightly less doing homework. Much more failing calculus. Quite a bit more being a douchebag. You don’t need much more detail than that. I’ve essentially stopped giving a shit – about everything. Welcome to college. Really don’t think I belong, but like everyone else here [and Steve Gutenberg in that one movie], I got no place else to go.
So finals are next week. We had our fourth calc test today, which I didn’t go to. If I had gone, I couldn’t have expected more than 5/55 points. I felt faking sick was a better option. I emailed the teacher and told him I was sick. He never emailed me back. I might not be excused from the test, which would mean that I got zero points on it, which would then mean that I’m officially getting an F (rather than a D-) in calc3, which of course means that my GPA is fucked….
In other news, I feel like I’ve been an asshole to everyone. But especially my boyfriend. I’ve just been such an asshole. I cannot even describe the supreme amount of douchebaggy assholeness that I have secreted in the last few months.
But umm…. I feel like this is a super boring self-involved blog post. Shit… I don’t really have much else to talk about. I’m so self-absorbed.
Soooo….. How ’bout them Blackhawks? Fuck yeah, am I right? In the playoffs and shit. Kicked the Predators’ asses fo’ sho. I don’t know about them Canucks, man. I just don’t know. Not uhh…. not lookin’ too good.
Any good movies recently to talk about..? Anyone see Kick Ass? That movie looked fucking sweet. Wish I’d seen that. Think my boyfriend saw it with some other girl…. He said it was pretty good.
Saw Hot Tub Time Machine over Spring Break. That movie was pretty… ummm… yeah.
Hope this summer goes well. I just don’t know what to do with my life anymore. I’m a fucked up person.
